Garth Brook's "Till the River Runs Dry"

Country singers, sometimes they have the greatest insight. after reading liz's blog, i want to jump. jump long and jump hard.

"i'll never reach my destination if i never try, so i will sail my vessel, til the river runs dry."

where am i gonna get by sitting on my butt and waiting for life to come and find me? its not going to. maybe a few things here and there by chance-but nothing too fun and thrilling. i want to love. love to hard and so deep that it makes me want to cry. i want to feel the arms of someone who cares and desires to make me happy as i strive to give him the love the he deserves back. i want to cry and know that he is the one. i want to be the woman that i should be and stand out in a crowd in all the jumble of the world. i want to be me.

maybe thats the reason im into this whole dating thing. im ready to lose myself, but im not. im ready to feel something different for a change, or am i? even if im not, timing will play into it. im ready. let me fall, free fall after jumping off the biggest cliff of my life. i can do it.